i dont have much to say.
Weight: 135 lbs
Dress Size: 8?
Highest Weight: 174
Lowest Weight (at height): 132.5
Goal Weight: 115 (probably)
Favorite Diet Food: raspberries, blueberries, grapes, romaine leaves, soup.
Favorite Binge Food: pizza, chocolate, chips.
Favorite Exercise: elliptical.
Favorite Thinspo: thighs.
Where Do You Slip Up: being home for too long.
When Did It Start?:
Hating your body: eighth grade.
Restricting/counting: tenth grade.
Does Anyone Know: ryan.
You Want Help: nope.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day : varies.
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror: fat stomach, fatty thighs, fat arms.
Are You In A Relationship: hooking up.
Are You Depressed: probably.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide: once, not well.
Ever Been To A Psychologist: nope.
I AM -
 living off diet pills
 drinking something
 Under 100lbs
 starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
 call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
 say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
 spread rumors about me
 force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
 don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic
I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
 I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
 I could stop being ana/mia
I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
 I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
 I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
 I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/had braces.
 I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
 I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
 I have more than 2 piercings.
 I have piercings in places besides my ears.
 I have freckles.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
 I have a sibling less than one year old.
 I want to have kids someday.
 I’ve had children.
 I’ve lost a child.
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
 Disney movies still make me cry.
 I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something
 I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.
[x] I’m single
 I’m in a relationship.
 I’m engaged.
 I’m married.
 I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
 I’ve cheated in a relationship.
 I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
 I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
 I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
 I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
 I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
 I’ve been suspended from school.
BAD TIMES -
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
 I can’t swallow pills.
 I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
 I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset.
 I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’m addicted to self harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me.
 I’m at my thinnest
 I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
 I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
 I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[x] I’ve taken diet pills
 I’ve used laxatives
 I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
 I work out daily
[x] I exercise to counteract eating
 I’ve fainted from exhaustion
I’VE DONE -
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I have a diet blog
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I’m doing this for me
[x] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself im strong