Tuesday, January 4, 2011

gm diet: day two: potato breakfast and vegetables

im getting RIDICULOUS cravings.
and for nothing in particular.
just for everything thats bad for me.

todays weigh-in:
134 lb.

potato (100)
hummus (42)
cucumber (45)
1 tsp italian dressing (13)
about 1/2 cup russian salad consisting of cabbage, corn, and vegenaise (?125)
2 pickles (10)
walking to/from school (-30)
jazz, although we didnt do much (-200)

105 cal.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
i took a fucking quiz, just because i was curious.
apparently im really fucked up.

i really miss ryan,
i cant see him,
due to it being a school night...
and him having to do stuff.
i really think he likes me, really really.
well, i can only hope.

my jazz teacher needs to stop asking me how im losing weight,
its kinda awkward, because i cant tell her truth...

emotionwise, ive been good today.
a little off, but nothing serious,
which is good.

stay lovely, ladies.
(and the gentlemen, too.)


  1. love your posts!
    in your intake you put cucumbers just saying that i LOVE cucumbers:P

  2. Great intake xx
    I took that test, apparently I'm anti-social and narcissistic. Is it weird that after I took it I wanted to lean out the window with a megaphone and shout "HA!! I'm more narcissistic then all you bitches out there !! HA!!!"

    Ya, that's probably weird..

  3. Hey, pretty peach!

    My god, you eat like a bird! I think we're all a little fucked up. It's what makes us so interesting!

    Well, we've passed the halfway mark, it's nearly weekend. Fun fun!

    Have a lovely evening. <3. XXX.

  4. Whoa! Almost lost 3 whole pounds! That is amazing!! Makes me want to try this whole GM diet thing:)! You're doing awesome

    I took that same exact quiz about a year ago and I had the same reaction as you..I was like whoa I'm more fucked up than I thought!! I may retake it to see how much more fucked up I've gotten the past year ;) lol

    I hate when people ask me how I lose weight....so awkward... "just eating healthy & exercising" ---such a bullshit lie. I want to say "starving & self-destruction, you should give it a go!"

    Sorry you're missing Ryan:(

  5. at least they're noticing that you've lost :)

    but I'm having the exact same problem as cinnamon... I dunno why the blog roll is screwed up when it comes to your blog. I hope they fix it soon because I love your blog so much <3

  6. http://www.scribd.com/doc/37243349/Wasted-by-Marya-Hornbacher#
    there you are darling girl
    and good luck on the gm diet. my favourite day is the banana and milk day, i'm like banana and milk can i? really? woo hoo