Monday, January 17, 2011

thanks to anorexia, i have overcome emotional eating.

ryan told me he didnt like me.
i had to fake smiles all night long.
came home and cried for 30 minutes.
my mother decided to question me...
while i was crying.
i hate her.
shes just so weak.
but so am i.
i need a drink.
food repulses me.


  1. Sorry, ignore question in e-mail. I read my mail first and blog after. Doh!

    Ryan sounds like a brainless jerk! How could he not appreciate someone as amazing as you?! His loss! He's gonna be sorry, the dumbass! Sorry your mother is being so insensitive. Oy, mothers! Well done 132!

    Hang in there, Babe. *Big hug* <3. XXX.

  2. I'm sorry.
    If it helps, I LIKE YOU!
    so Ryan is stupid and rubbish.

    also, I've given you an award on my blog (:
    love xxx

  3. Boys are dumb. And they don't improve much as the get older. Unfortunately.

    Be strong in yourself, and know that you don't need anybody but you.
    You who are worth so much more than that dumb-ass boy.

    <3 Hope you feel better soon.

  4. the boy is just that a boy. they come and go. Appreciate your mother more though. She's trying. that's all you can ask of your parents really.