Monday, January 24, 2011

this is my 200th post.

i wish i had something exciting to tell you.
but that i do not.

today's weigh-in:
129 lb.
again. :(
i hate maintaining.

today was bananas and milk.
i cheated a little bit. and i went a little over board. :P
my intake is higher (705). but its been around 400 for 3 days.
and ive barely lost. so maybe itll start up.
i hate this day, but tomorrow will be even worse.
i have chocolates sitting next to me.
and i now know where my mother hides the candy.
and im afraid. :/

i was texting people and matt all day,
while trying to get homework done.
i hate homework. sundays suck.
he asked me to hang out, and i had to say no. :(

i need to start getting to the gym.

im really boring.

i need to get more freedoms from my parents.
like matt asked me to hang out during the week,
and im like... ah dunno if i cann! bahhh.
5 points if you can guess what movie that's from.

im not looking forward to only tomatoes and fake meat tomorrow.
i have 4 tomatoes cut up.
and i have fake chicken, and fake sausage.
im sticking with it this time.
but seriously, ick.

i will get through this.
and it will be the last time i try this horrid diet.

p.s. i now know someone ana irl. and she knows i am too. and shes fine with it. i find this quite humorous.


  1. congrats on your 200 post! tty tomorrow!

  2. Congrats on your 200th post and for maintaining 129! You're catching up to me (124)! Well done!

    The most annoying time of your life is nearly over! Once you have your independence, your life will begin. For now, get a good education and cram in as much fun as you can get away with!

    All the best for 'fake meat and tomato' day! <3. XXX.

  3. Sucks having limited freedoms. Mum used to never let me go anywhere, and would punish me for no reasons at all on weekends just so I would be around to babysit my sister. >:( Not long left for you, though!!

    Good luck with your tomato-and-fake-meat day!


  4. What's this diet you're doing? It sounds positively horrid.
    Cheer up, love. We're going to lose loads this week, remember? :)

  5. Thank you for your comment, I appreciate it. Congrats on your 200th post! Stay strong.

  6. yaayyy 200! :)good luck on the gross "meat"
    itll be worth it :)

  7. Hey maintaining is better than gaining :)
    Try to saute the tomatoes with the fake meat, it doesn't have to be horrid..could make it take good!

    How did you meet someone with ana irl?:O I don't know if I'd be excited or feel violated and awkward. It'd be nice to have someone to talk to but then again I like my little secret.

    Good luck with tomorrow<3