Thursday, October 6, 2011

"i am going to do this"

the mantra repeated in my head over and over as i drove home from a disappointing ballet class at the georgia ballet. not disapointing on my end, but theirs.

i worked my first shift at tcby, frozen yogurt, on tuesday. my manager was cool, and so was my coworker.

my weight sucks. but like i said... im going to do this.

intake today: 140 cal
exercise: -740 cal.

this past weekend i went camping. lets just say it was cold but fun.
my friend sierra pretended i was a model and took pictures of me all weekend. you can see them in the "my eyes" tab. or click here.

heres the rest of my week in sparknotes version.
thursday: school, meeting with my counselor about college, dance
friday: school, poetry club, some folk concert
saturday: work, movie marathon, etc.
sunday: work and idk. haha.

so far i have applied to one college. im looking into dance programs. im thinking... a lot. im going to fucking live this life. i only have one, and god damn it, im gonna live it (while slowly withering away into nothing.... of course).

have a lovely day girls!