i just...

i just wanna be skinny.
i want to get the guys i want.
i want to be able to run as fast as i can for forever.
and NEVER come back.
i dont want to be left behind.
i want to feel comfortable in my own skin.
i want to turn people down instead of hoping for attention.

i am determined to get that.

i can lose 8 lbs before school starts.
that brings me to 148.
thats still awesome.
and i will get there.
i start now.

today is day 14, or 15 i suppose since its 1:27 am.
and i will get this.
its been two weeks.
and ive done nothing.
this is unacceptable.

see you on the skinny side.