day 40/45.

07.30.10

school is soon.

still 149.5.

hanging out with D tomorrow.
maybe.
i texted him today. and im like...
what going on with us?
and he said. im not ready for a relationship.
and im like well im okay with that.
and hes like you sure?
and secretly i wanted to be like... no!
but i said yeah sure id prefer a relationship.
but whatever you want.
and then we started talking more... ironic, right?

dont feel well.

ate a lot.

im going to sleep.