i was 136 this morning.
numbers arent going anywhere.
"situations" by escape the fate reminds me of matt.
such a dumb fuck.
i saw him on saturday.
completely ignored my existence, but i know he saw me.
ive been flirting with a different boy.
russian boy, ill call him.
he's not attractive, or i dont know.
im just tired of being alone and unwanted.
ap exams start tomorrow.
i have calc on wednesday and physics the following monday.
im also taking the SAT on saturday.
fuck me with a frikken chainsaw.
i really need to do something about my expansive size.
speaking of which...
i threw away all the food i was mad at this weekend.
and im not baking for a very long time.
this concludes todays account of failure.
i shall now commence blog reading for the first time in a while.
love you all. *muah*