matt is making me so sad. he hasnt talked to me all day. i know you may think im weak for saying that, but it's how i feel damn it. i feel disposable and worthless. it might be a shallow reason, but...
im not eating until matt talks to me.
maybe then everyone will see how much im hurting instead of saying im overreacting, and my mom can finally stfu.
i feel so lost. i just need a hug from someone who cares, truly cares.