Thursday, April 7, 2011

change of plans.

matt is making me so sad. he hasnt talked to me all day. i know you may think im weak for saying that, but it's how i feel damn it. i feel disposable and worthless. it might be a shallow reason, but...

im not eating until matt talks to me.

maybe then everyone will see how much im hurting instead of saying im overreacting, and my mom can finally stfu.

i feel so lost. i just need a hug from someone who cares, truly cares.


  1. i know you you feel lovely
    don't torture yourself cause of a stupid boy :(
    <3 *huuuuuuuuuuggles*

  2. I would give you a huge hug if I could my dear. Things will work out in the end, keep your chin up. And as Dorie says "Just keep swimming"

  3. Hughughughughughug!!! <3 <3 <3

    You're not shallow or worthless or overreacting! Ugh boys are terrible sometimes. :( But don't punish yourself for his faults dear...

    Be strong hun. Smile! :D

  4. CYBER HUG! I know we all love having new sources of motivation to keep us on track, but don't let this boy ruin you.

  5. You are NOT worthless, your beautiful,
    *hugs* xx

  6. My darling,
    you may say whatever you want. Just say anything that makes you feel better. But I want to tell you, and I really mean it, that you're not worthless. I hope this feeling of yours will go away soon.

    ~ Meg