Friday, April 1, 2011

day four fail.

also, purging isnt pleasant. maybe because im not good at it.... yet.
please dont tell me not to... i know.
i took laxatives, and now i start my homework at 1 am...
maybe i can wake up before the side effects kick in and get some cardio.
i hate messing up.
i will not fuck up the 100 day tomorrow.
hope everyone is doing well.

oh, and i need to stop cutting.


  1. Well, you gotta do what you gotta do. It's the long term effects of constant abuse that are the trouble, but a little moderation goes a long way! You're a smart girl, I'm not worried!

    As for the cutting, you'll get no judgement from me, like I said, you gotta do what you gotta do. Hang in there, S. Love you. <3. XXX.

  2. Purging from time to time is alright. I mean, if you want and have to do it, you have my support.
    I should stop cutting with you. Not like it's gonna happen. I'll probably just talk about it and won't really do anything.
    Hang in there, baby girl. I am here whatever happens.

    ~ Meg

  3. fails happen sometimes, it's just an opportunity to do better tomorrow, right?

    i have no place to say that you should stop cutting...but please do! you're losing weight to be beautiful, right? food is the enemy, destroy it, not yourself! <3 then also maybe i could learn how to stop from you...

    i know you'll do great tomorrow hun, think skinny <3

  4. everybody messes up, don't worry about this. You can do anything you want to.

  5. tomorrow is another day. thats what I always say to myself. take care hunni. x

  6. Stay strong hon - remember, everyone has bad days! -hugs-

  7. Purging gets so much easier, but it's still horrible.
    Come on, sweetie, pull it together - you can do this! <3

  8. I sympathize with you on the purging attempts. It's not something I really want to do, but I still find myself trying every time I binge... :/

    This will be a good week for us!! Keep saying it until it's true. <3