also, purging isnt pleasant. maybe because im not good at it.... yet.
please dont tell me not to... i know.
i took laxatives, and now i start my homework at 1 am...
maybe i can wake up before the side effects kick in and get some cardio.
i hate messing up.
i will not fuck up the 100 day tomorrow.
hope everyone is doing well.
oh, and i need to stop cutting.