i no longer feel.
i cry, but i dont know why.
im considering disowning everyone i know.
i made out with matt... a little.
i dont know whats going on,
and i dont think i care.
im fucking fat.
but im no longer eating.
im fasting right now, i guess.
ive been watching the tudors.
it make me cry when watch or hear anything about love.
i have never been loved.
i will never be loved.
or so it seems.
i hate crying.
but i really dont know what else to do.
i understand if all of you have given up on me,
everyone else leaves.
this community shant be any different.
im rereading wintergirls.
i love that book so much.
hopefully the next time i write,
ill have more things figured out.
if you ever want me to read something of yours, just let me know.
im a lazy ass so a reminder is always nice.
ill be around.