Thursday, January 19, 2012


Why wasn't I good enough for you?
I was and am too fat, too stupid, not enough, too shallow, not smart enough.
I don't even need to ask you in person.

ive been thinking of the past, i dont know why.
its stupid and i wish id forget.
but well, that is not the way my brain is functioning.

ive been fasting for almost 24 hours now, and i forgot how good it felt.
the smile the creeps onto my lips every time my stomach growls.

im about to go out and do some molly.
rolling at school, and not eating.
i suppose there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

should i weigh myself soon?
i do not know.


  1. Hope your feeling better now than when you posted this :( Stay strong and beautiful even if your doubting yourself!

  2. agree with the comment above ;) dont know what happened to you, but i hope you are doing much better :)