wednesday: i fasted.
thursday: i think my total came out to be 920.
friday: hella binge.
i skipped school yesterday. i slept over at my friend kyle's with tyler, and when i got up i was like... damn i have a pep rally and two quizzes im not ready for... fuck it.
tyler and i got into an argument yesterday though. ive been in a bad mood recently because ive been more aware of my expanded size, and i cant really tell him that. I want to tell him something, but i dont want him to be aware of anything.
actually, ive decided. once i reach 110, ill tell him. maybe.
so far ive had a large side of mixed veggies (~70) and a fortune cookie (~32) from panda express and a bit of yogurt at work (~20). so before noon, a total of 122.
im not eating again until after work, so around 4.
good luck with everything, everyone. i will comment as i work and when i get off. PROMISE.
im hoping for a good day, but at the moment i have to open the store in like... 7 minutes. so bye for now. c: