Thursday, August 11, 2011


east cobb.
i live in a place called east cobb.
the people are full fo pride, and have nothing better to do than start drama.
andy and i are fighting.
one of my best friends and i are fighting.
my mom and i are fighting.
yesterday, i cried for 5 hours.
i felt so tired of living,
suicidal thoughts ran through my head frequently.
so i took off.
im at hilton head, south carolina,
and im still sad.
i feel alone.
i just want to feel cared about.
but no one does.
on the brightside,
my calories were under 500.
and im finally getting the hang of restricting again.
i hope you ladies are doing better than i am.
and i hope my vacation treats me kindly.


  1. I'm sorry you've had such a hard time lately. It sounds difficult and frustrating. But remember if you ever need someone to talk to text or call me and I'll talk to you whenever I can.

    Don't kill yourself because the people making you feel that way aren't worth it. However, at the same time I know the same feeling you're talking about.

    Still, stay strong and put it behind you. Move on and have a great vacation!

  2. A vacation sounda like a wonderful idea. It will be a great time to clear your head.

    Stay Stroung.

  3. We all are here for you. You're not alone.
    I hope that's you will feel better.
    I really want that your vacation make you happy.
    Stay strong and have a great time.

  4. I've been thinking about you. I'm not in a good place either. I hope that you're safe and that this shit gets sorted out soon. You deserve to be happy. Love you, Sofia. <3. XXX.

  5. Just remember things will get better.
    We all hit rough patches/lows, sometimes even a rock bottom but the only way to go is up.
    I'm happy for you that restricting is becoming easier! Gives me a little hope considering I'm in binge mode hard core and restricting seems impossible.
    If you need anything I'm here<3

  6. Try not to worry too much about the hard times you're having, they will pass and things will get better. If it helps, I've been crap at restricting too, so you're not alone, glad you're getting better at it, stay strong lovely xx

  7. Helllllllo:)
    So I've been following you for a while now, and your one of my favorite blogs.
    So I put you under my 'Beautiful Blogs' page, if that's okay with you, xoxox.

  8. try not to focus in the rough and bad patches love just focus on the good and beautiful right now
    A vacation sounds like a fantastic idea
    stay strong xox