i always come back, but with no results.
today, after eating quite a bit, i weighed in at 156.5.
i remember over the summer i reached 124.
what in the hell did i do to myself.
but no more, i swear.
i cant stand to be in the skin im in.
i hate myself so much i havent been able to stop crying in three days.
i have to be better.
i have to.
im sorry.
