i should never have started.
(this bakery will be a bakery/gym combo, most definitely)
today's weigh-in:
133 lb.
as predicted.
... i cant believe i wrote that this morning.
133 lb.
as predicted.
fasting.
1/2 cups of kefir (70) with vitamins and diet pill.
[[edit: i broke my fast, im estimating 380-120=260 cal.]]
1/2 cups of kefir (70) with vitamins and diet pill.
[[edit: i broke my fast, im estimating 380-120=260 cal.]]
i hate hurting people,
which is why im thinking about leaving ryan,
we're not even anything yet.
so it would be okay,
but im so dependent...
and confused.
he makes me so happy,
but i make him so sad. :/
which is why im thinking about leaving ryan,
we're not even anything yet.
so it would be okay,
but im so dependent...
and confused.
he makes me so happy,
but i make him so sad. :/
... i cant believe i wrote that this morning.
yeah, so today i baked.
so kill me, but i didnt have any.
i made chocolate chip muffins,
nothing fancy.
forgive me in advance for the photos.
and some with cherries...
hey, look! its me! in an apron! forgive the bulgy-ness.
so kill me, but i didnt have any.
i made chocolate chip muffins,
nothing fancy.
forgive me in advance for the photos.
and some with cherries...
hey, look! its me! in an apron! forgive the bulgy-ness.
moose apron!
i dont really have much to say...
fast went alright today.
i did drink though.
so theres some cals,
but i didnt have much.
i dont really have much to say...
fast went alright today.
i did drink though.
so theres some cals,
but i didnt have much.
stay lovely.
thinspo
(to make up for the muffin pictures (: )
(to make up for the muffin pictures (: )
Mmmm... muffins. They look noms!
ReplyDeleteOMG, those totally look like my sort of muffins! Chocolate and cherry, what's not to love?!
ReplyDeleteYou must have super heavy bones or something, because you look tiny! I want that apron!
Lovely thinspo! Have a great day today! <3. XXX.
ooooh muffins.
ReplyDelete*goes off into a dream world of muffiny goodness*
And I'm sorry you feel that way about Ryan.
If he makes you happy you should stick with him!
xxx
I love your moose apron!! you look so good. jealous*
ReplyDeleteA bakery/ gym is a genius! I'm so there ;)
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm glad I found you again.
ReplyDeleteI love you. X
I love baking too and I do eat some of it but I don't like having my creations lying around the house for too long incase I have an urge to binge. So I pass them on to other people!
ReplyDeleteI would love to own a cafe, which is involves some baking. I want a cafe/library so people can stay and read and buy more coffee and muffins!