i fell into the pit of demons.

and theyre eating me alive.
i wont let let them start eating you too,
i cant.

i updated my measurements a couple days ago.

i should be used to disappointment.

to everyone the usually texts me,
i turned off my phone.
i cant, i just cant talk to anyone.

im in pain.
but i dont feel anything.

i hope im happier next time i post,
you guys dont deserve this.

i dont deserve food,
i dont deserve happiness,
im completely worthless.

maybe if i was skinnier he would have remembered.

bye.