blah blah blah. thats what i sound like in my own head.

i forgot to tell you guys.
yesterday, i almost blacked out in the hallway.
my mom was behind me...
she asks, whats wrong?
i say, headache.
she continues, you havent been eating enough. what do you want to be, 100 pounds?
i say, no no... thats too little.
she responds, so you do want to be a certain weight!
i, speaking as i walk out, i dont know what youre talking about.
baahhhhh. irritating.

todays weigh-in:
128 lb.

today was actually interesting.
i couldnt finish the tomatoes i put out for myself to eat.
i had 2 fake chicken things (73) + 2 serves fake sausage (120) + four tomatoes (100)
[[i cheated a little-- bread thing (round up to 100)]]
today is day one of twenty one days to everyday gyming.
i went to ballet (approx. -200) then with elliptical and bike (-250)

for those asking im on the gm diet,

details are in the "my skin" tab.
speaking of tabs,
i made a new one: "my hatehandles"
this is my exercise diary.

speaking of new things:
i made an aim, to izzy's request.
toaskinnysofia. (:

to clarify, i already knew she was ana.
i thought she was "recovered: so i didnt really bring it up.
but shes struggling, so i decided to put in my two cents.
even though shes been at it way longer than i have.

shhhh.... this morning i waked and baked.
i prevailed over the munchies!
go me!

and now i say farewell,
because i am tired.