also, purging isnt pleasant. maybe because im not good at it.... yet.
please dont tell me not to... i know.
i took laxatives, and now i start my homework at 1 am...
maybe i can wake up before the side effects kick in and get some cardio.
i hate messing up.
i will not fuck up the 100 day tomorrow.
hope everyone is doing well.
oh, and i need to stop cutting.
Well, you gotta do what you gotta do. It's the long term effects of constant abuse that are the trouble, but a little moderation goes a long way! You're a smart girl, I'm not worried!
ReplyDeleteAs for the cutting, you'll get no judgement from me, like I said, you gotta do what you gotta do. Hang in there, S. Love you. <3. XXX.
Purging from time to time is alright. I mean, if you want and have to do it, you have my support.
ReplyDeleteI should stop cutting with you. Not like it's gonna happen. I'll probably just talk about it and won't really do anything.
Hang in there, baby girl. I am here whatever happens.
Love
~ Meg
fails happen sometimes, it's just an opportunity to do better tomorrow, right?
ReplyDeletei have no place to say that you should stop cutting...but please do! you're losing weight to be beautiful, right? food is the enemy, destroy it, not yourself! <3 then also maybe i could learn how to stop from you...
i know you'll do great tomorrow hun, think skinny <3
everybody messes up, don't worry about this. You can do anything you want to.
ReplyDeletetomorrow is another day. thats what I always say to myself. take care hunni. x
ReplyDeleteStay strong hon - remember, everyone has bad days! -hugs-
ReplyDeletePurging gets so much easier, but it's still horrible.
ReplyDeleteCome on, sweetie, pull it together - you can do this! <3
I sympathize with you on the purging attempts. It's not something I really want to do, but I still find myself trying every time I binge... :/
ReplyDeleteThis will be a good week for us!! Keep saying it until it's true. <3
xoxo