summer?

okay.
bad day.
binged on ice cream, pretzels and ginger ale.
:P
i probably drank that whole liter too.
kill me.

what i dont understand is why i cant stop myself.
there are professinal atheletes and models an actresses everywhere dieting.
so why cant i do it?
so since i binged i hav to punish myself.
so 200 crunches plus 40 sides, 75 pushups and 75 [[something for the legs]]
and tomorrow its 50 minutes on the elliptical no matter how tired i get.
im sick of this damn fat everywhere.

and summer is 16 weeks that mean i can only lose 32 lbs!
psh only. that would be fantasmic!
and so i have to get started now.
and now it is.
and imma set up an eating plan for tomorrow.

off to punishment,
best of luck to myself and other dieters.